Thursday, September 07, 2006


Stupidity

I feel stupid because I put high hopes on a thing that my logical self knows has a low chance of success.

I feel stupid because I agreed to go for the MU Physio Quiz when I was not prepared to commit and not very enthusiastic about it in the first place. Now I'm going to make a fool of myself.

I feel stupid for allowing a person whom I do not know well at all to affect my mood.

I feel stupid because I have not been following the M2 lectures because of last minute mugging for the quiz. So for the past few days, I could only listen dumbly when my frens engage in academic discussions.

I feel stupid for confiding in so many ppl, resulting in "signal-amplification".

I feel stupid for letting emotions cloud my reason, for having unrealistic thoughts.

But I am glad that I have frens like qy, who bother to give me pats on the shoulder everyday. I really appreciate it. =)

posted by nwxiang at 11:37 PM |


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