Sunday, October 28, 2007


Steroids 可以乱吃, 话不可以乱讲


Steroids can anyhow eat??? Of cos cannot. But anyhow eat steroids only hurt urself. Anyhow say things hurt other ppl.

So the next person who I hear saying/spreading shit will get it from me one times jialat jialat. IS THAT UNDERSTOOD???!?!?!?

Wahlan. Pissed off.

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Saturday, October 27, 2007


Bounced


I can't be expected to keep throwing a ball and have it bounce lamely back at me off an empty wall...

=(

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Tuesday, October 23, 2007


Convalescence


The good thing about feeling damn low is that very little things can make it worse.. and when they do, they dun bring you lower by much..

I'm damn glad that I had the afternoon off today.. first proper rest after the end-of-posting test.. first time I had some time to myself, first time I had some time to take a deep breath..

I feel better already.. and its almost half-way thru the week

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Sunday, October 21, 2007


Deja Vu


You know, I really enjoyed my medicine posting. In fact I think it was the best posting so far and I dun think anything else in the future can come near it. It's just such a pity that it had to end on a bad note. I tried hard and really wanted to perform decently and you know, it really sucks when you get destroyed at something you think you are good at. I was too confident, too arrogant, and now, I am humbled.

This really feels the same as about 3 years ago, after JC1 promos, when I screwed up at something I enjoyed and something I am good at. And people's expectations of you just make it worse. They just brush you off and think you are exaggerating when you said you did badly. And having to narrate and explain everything again and again just digs your wound deeper and deeper.

I am really sorry to my friends, who had to endure my black face for the whole of yesterday, especially Ryan. Sorry if I was rude to anyone. And a sincere thanks to everyone who bothered to try and cheer me up, sending me smses and giving me pats on the shoulder. I just wish that cheering up is a voluntary action..

This morning, I woke up and I felt totally shitty. After being spared for 8hrs, your mind just gets crushed by all the emotions and fatigue at the moment you regain consciousness. Thanks alot to Ivy and Wenxiang for making my weekend abit less shitty.. My morale is still at an all time low, but it will soon rebound.. how soon I do not know.. but when it does, watch and see.. for now, I will just try and survive the onslaught of the coming week..

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And just when you thought....


..that your day couldn't be worse, it just got worse. And not just the day. The following week too.

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Saturday, October 20, 2007


Screwed up. Badly. Seriously.


What I would have said if I were my examiner:

"What?! 16 weeks of medicine AND surgery posting and you could forget to ballot the kidneys?!?! And you cannot even elicit the sign even after I specifically told you to ballot the kidneys??! What have you been doing in the wards?? Were you even in the wards at all?? You go EVERYDAY? You must be kidding me. And you had the cheek to tell me that if you only could do one investigation, the test you would do is liver panel??? In the presence of a LEFT RENAL MASS??? What are you? Some kind of joke in a labcoat and a stethoscope??? You sure you are a medical student? Pls, get out of my sight now."

Well, I myself dun even think I deserve to pass. Seriously, I marvel at my own stupidity.

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Confidence and clarity of thought


That is all I hope for.

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Sunday, October 14, 2007


Playing wif words


Obviously obvious, obviously oblivious, obliviously obvious or obliviously oblivious??

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Thursday, October 11, 2007


Constellation of signs


Avolition, aphasia, amnesia, alexia, absence seizures, hypersomnolence...

I think I'm suffering from a anterior circulation stroke.

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Sunday, October 07, 2007


Public Health Screening 2007


Feel free to copy and post it on your blog to promote the event!

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???


Sometimes I wonder why do I even bother..

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Wednesday, October 03, 2007


Public Apology


Sorry la, I messed up. =(

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