Tuesday, April 24, 2007


Ambivalence


Feeling abit ambivalent.. maybe its the conflict btwn the feeling of excited at learning all the new stuff and the fear of screwing things up/not learning fast/well enuff... feel abit daunted by the challenging year ahead also.. but i think its just a after-effect of slacking too much last week..

Used to be uncomfortable about needles.. not say hysterical fear, but just slightly uncomfortable, but felt alot better after playing around wif them for a while today...=p... now just afraid that I would inflict unnecessary pain on my future 'victims'...

Looking forward to the weekend.. 78 Weekend Warriors gogogo!!! hehe

posted by nwxiang at 10:57 PM |