Wednesday, December 05, 2007


"So that we can learn to pick ourselves up"


I guess the hardest part is to take in the look of bewilderment on ppl's face, the surprise in their voices when I told them I failed. Especially today when yikang shouted across the canteen asking me how I did. I could almost hear the collective gasp when I shouted back that I failed. I think that was damn steel-ish of me. Give myself a pat on the back. Maybe now ppl will take me seriously when I say I screwed up when screwed up...

Haiz. As I said few posts b4. This is all too familiar... Living up to expectations. Internal and external. The feeling of 对不起自己. 对不起 my tutors. Having nothing else to blame expect myself.

But when it was all over, I was stronger than before. And when this is over, I shall be stronger still. I shall I shall I shall. BE STRONG. FIRE AND STEEEEL. Wait for the REEEBOUND. RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Really appreciate my frens.. hu didn't ask much, and just kept me laffing the whole day with the usual crap. 还是哥儿们最棒.. haha.. and thanks to those who bothered to drop me msgs.. really really appreciate it..=)

posted by nwxiang at 12:17 AM |


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